"Rock me back to life"

Sometimes I wonder why I am this way
You always ask me, " why?"
And I have no response
Like I am a limp and aimless arrow with no target and no bow.

I wish I could explain
Instead of always hesitate
But no matter what I say
My love for you conquers it all

I need to relearn myself
Discover how to breath again
Be me again
I know this person has come from a well of disapproval within myself
A well I have fallen into  without a way to climb up.
So now I am sinking, into this inevitably endless pit,
The only way out is to change
To force my way back
To challenge the thorns to a duel
To win the conquering lies
To take back the words I have said
To ask for forgiveness where it is needed.
I need to find my freedom again.

Release me from my bondage,
Speak your words to my spirit
Ignite the fire in my veins
Until only Your love for me remains, and I am swept away
By your unceasing love
Your relentless pursuit
Your indescribable grace,
Your immeasurable patience

Rescue this soul that is ill, Jesus and heal it
Restore the broken parts
And rock me back to life again.