untitled (written in 2004)

Intertwined in boundaries broken
Forevermore - no more - alone
My heart drinks the liquor of you...
drunk and poisioned with disbelief...
I want to have you
all to myself-
to run away
and never be found.
To escape, if even for a moment,
and land in your embrace...
I want to end up lost...in your eyes.
But this I cannot attain, this, I fear, is impossible.
I cannot have you
I cannot win you
I cannot get lost in your eyes,
because you don't love me.
so forever I will dream of the impossible with you.